Today is a bad day. A bad bad day. I am hurt and suffering and I want to run away and never be found.. I want to leave this earthly place for a place in the sun and the sand where pain doesnt exist and love is the only thing left.. My inner child is unleashing herself at me... the screaming and yelling and the pain that is out of control is so difficult to deal with.. no matter how I tried to soothe her it had already begun to tear my heart into pieces again and all the hard work disappeared...
Stepping forward is hard. Moving and existing is hard. Decisions are hard.
I again have it all out in the open and dragging myself to the good place. It just feels like Everest today..
J
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